I read the newspaper yesterday. Saw that o level results is out. And this year there is lot's of students with distinctions. A1 and those.

So I went to this website featured in the newspaper. wwww. polytechnic.edu.sg. I started to think. I think about after my higher nitec what course am I going to take. If I have a hgh nitec cert in business admin and I take a interest in other courses. Do I have to study 3 years instead of 2 years compare to the similar course I have studied.

Here are some of my few selections.

+Business Admin 14 COP
+Business Management 16 "
+Business Studies 13 "
-Business Process & Systems 17 "
+Communications & Media Management 11 "
+Hospitality & Resort Management 13 "
+Hospitality & Tourism Management 11 "
+Hotel & Hospitality Management New
+Tourism & Resort Management 10 "
+Media Studies & Management 14 "


F***! Recently my comp's down with virus. Shucks. Blame it on my stupidity. Gotta ask Karen to print the pom cover page le. Monday's deadline.

I don't know. I'm sick and tired of being with my family. I just want us to be happy together. Is that so hard to ask?! Mom is like total stranger to me nowadays. She doesn't want to interact with me. She communicates more frequently with my siblings than me. Everytime I saw and think of this I feel sad. Fustrated.

I go school, I'm surrounded by friends with facade friendliness. I came home.. I'm surrounded by family that doesn't gives me affection. All they think is about I spend too much money. Everytime I open up my mouth they shun away from me. I know. Some how they think I was gonna ask them to buy this and that. But how can they be like this? After all I'm just 18. I'm in my teenage years. I'm just like others. They can just said no and treat me with affection again.

I'm tired of this. My siblings don't like me too. My parents says I'm not good enough. And doesn't care about me. I don't want to be down with depression. I don't want everybody to shun away form me. Especially my family.

If it things should be this way, and I can't changed it. Forget it. I must be strong and independent. I must not let that falter and move forward by myself... even if there's no one standing beside me.

Suddenly feel like drawing. My inspirations is a little high today. It's been a long... time since i draw. If you exclude the drawings I draw for POM and ETP project.
Rate my drawing.





How's it? An A* star?(Yay!!) B?(I'm okaes) Or C?(Am I losing my touch?) Or F?(Sob.!!! I can't believe it. I'm tearing my drawing to pieces.)

Just realised that multiply can't download music any more. So sianz. And sad. Boo. But don't despair. Just got a leak info from one of my online buddy. Just click open the playlist. "Play all playlist". Then the windows media will pop out. At the now playing list, you can "right click" and "save as" the file.

Kekes. Was playing around with my phone yesterday. I hate my acne. Wonder when it will be truly gone. Lols. Damn. It's awkward talking about this. How I wish for a flawless skin.

Ever heard of Mocca.com? I just visit the website today. It's a forum where you can post ad and search for stuffs that you want. It's great and convenient too. Hahaes. Actually I went there and search for pets. You guess it. Yorkshire.

Now I'm in MLC with Steph. She's doing some editing for the POM project while I'm surfing. Lazy me. Heys! I'm helping too. I'm hungry and stress. Steph faster do the editions I'm hungry!!

I have just deleted some worthless friends in my friendster list. Why do I still keep them after they treat me like this. I've no idea. I finally can't stand them. So I just delete. They have changed alot. I'm so unlucky to meet this type of friends. I wonder why the bad guys get good stuffs and live longer. Why are the good ones suffering. Having unlucky problems befalling on them. This just is not fair. But then again since when life is fair? Its always been the evil dominating the good. Blah.. And since when do I preach like a saint? Lols. Do I even sound like 1?

Today not going to school. I'm skipping. Because there's no ETP, BCM, and Care session. There's only POM from 1pm to 3pm. 2 hours. I might as well don't go. Stay at home and do project.

Steph message yesterday. She said she's not feeling well so she's not coming to school today. And I sure as well don't wanna stick with karen. She's so anti-social. Its not like i want to say bad about her. But no matter how I try being nice to her. I'm always push away. She's always talking so fast. Lke rushing off to somewhere. And when I heard conversations between her and ziwei, its always karen talking about her boyfriend. He's in navy. She bought this. She saw this. Mostly about the things she bought. Her friends. Her past activities.

I wanted to join around. But the atmosphere around her is always cold. Only around ziwei then can I speak freely to her; sometimes.

Oh my gosh! Am I becoming too lazy? Skip this and that.

Today's my daddy's brithday. ^^ Wonder how will we gonna spend it together. Perhaps we'll go somewhere nice. Have lunch at someplace. I'm excited. Hahaes. Happy for my dad. He's OLD. 43 years old now. Lols. The more I look at him.. he looks more mature and handsome. Hahaes. Heys he's my dad. To me the world's handsomest guy!! Heys! I know! Maybe to make him more younger, I shall offered to pluck some white hair for him!

Meet my friends yesterday and went TM. We spent our time waiting for one of my friend to cut her hair at Icon, Shunji Matsuo. Her hair is kind of unique. But it doesn't really suit her. Perhaps it's the first time I see her in a different hairstyle. I was thinking perhaps next time I would go REDs salon to do my hairstyling. Though it's expensive... Its kind of worth it if the results is what I want.


I received anannoymous call and smses while being with my friends. It said "hi phyllis. Can you be my gf.... " I replied back that this is not her hp no. And that he have been played out. The next sms came and he replied he know and asks that am I Anna, do I have a bf. To put an end to this ridiculous conversation, I replied that I have a bf. But the smses still kept on going.He replied so can i be your bf and does your bf and you did sex before in bed. This is total absurd! I hate phyllis.


I feel kind of angry. Because phyllis was my friend. Ex-friend. I thought we could patched up and be friends again. But she played me. She used my contact no i gave it to her just days before. How could she do that to me? I can't believed a girl who follows the life of christianity could do such lowly thing. Ahs.. i forget. How could I not remember? She's the follower of freaky cass too. The follower of devil. I'm so disappointed..

I was filing my folders and racking through them. When I came across my received folders. Saw the pictures mel send to me long ago. Thought that she didn't send me. Hahaes.. the pictures were so funny. My face were cut into half in one of pictures. The other, I kind of like talking and the camera just snap. Makes me look like I'm half talking. Lols. Talking when you're supposed to take photo. Hees. The third (which i like best) Is the 3 of us. Mel, Ziwei and me. Nicely taken. All of us smiling. ^^ Though I must say that my face is a bit fat.

I saw my friend blog today. Actually I always visit her blog site. Jealous lo. Her website is so kawaii and nice. I guess she knows how to edit the web pages. I also want to learn too!! Haix..

Yippie! Just got my pay today. Even though it's not much, but this is my HARD earned money. I wanna earn till about 2000 plus. I'm gonna use this hard-earn money to get me a yorkshire puppy. I believed that I will cherish and be responsible in taking care of it. Currently right now I have about 266. 116 bucks from my salary and 150 from my birthday. Just gotta work somemore. My dad wouldn't fork out 1 single cent to help me. I'm so pissed off. So it's just me and my hands.