Sunday, August 24, 2008
Ahh!!!! I want to shout out. So pissed off! My parents doesn't really cherished me. If they do, they would have done anything for me to make me feel blessed and happy. Their promise is of empty promises. Each time they promise me, I feel sad and unhappy. Knowing that their promise will never happen. That's why it hurts.
I don't care anymore. I'm gonna do things my way. I'm not gonna let them lead me anymore. How can they expect me to believe them when they don't even act on it?!
And I know they are embarrassed to tell their friends my true education standard. What the fuck! Unbelievable. If they're so embarassed then don't bring me along. Don't mention me.
I'm so exhausted with studies. With this I'm even more fustrated and sad. I'm tearing now. I feel like giving up. Whats the point?
I see RED.. I see bLUE. My heart feels like its hurting too much to bear.
End of my pretty story...
9:23 AM
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