Mood:I'm somewhat even more sad than yesterday with what the after effects from "somebody". It happened like this. My beauty therapy friend who is studying for the world skills competition needs models. So I offered to go in addition with some friends. But in the end, my best buddy lies to me that she has rashes instead of going with me as promised. She even shirked the date we had with our junior. In the end, I just told my junior to cancel it.

I then invite another close friend of mine. Primary school mate. She said she's okaes with it. I even double confirm with her the day before. Our appointment was at 1pm. I called her up at 10 something, she says she'll go and prepare and meet up with me later . At 12.40pm, I called her again. She didn't picked up the phone. Instead smses shown up. She says she can't go le. She got job interview later on. What the heck?! I promised my friend 2pm. We're supposed to meet soon. And she said she can't now? I send sms back saying that if she do this to me, it will break my promised to my friend. And was it that another friend is coming along that she dislike, that she is rejecting going at the last minute. Her next sms stated that no its not because of that friend. But the reason was she dislike being a guinea pig.

By then, I knew she was lying. First she says she can't go because of interview. Next, she says she dislike being a guinea pig. Then what am I? Am I a guinea pig too? I promised my friend then I'm gonna do it. As her friend, if i'm able to do it, i will help her. If I'm uncomfortable with it, I would have rejected it. I go because I want to tie our friendship distance a little closer.

But since that's the case. Forget it. We have nothing to say.

In friendship, trust and promised is important. If there is not even an ounce of that. Forget it.

I'm sorry to say, we're not cut out to be friends.