Just came back from tut for World issues. Same outcome still. Hm. Except for the 2 additional pupils. Initially I managed to make a conversation with Shawn and kelvin, but didn't expected that they already had their own group members in mind. I could feel that Shawn and this new guy were staring at me sometimes after they fill in their names to submit to the lecturer. I guessed they could feel i'm a bit quiet after they abandoned me. No choice. I was scared. Now I had to join Dinnish's group. Lot's of guys in there too. That's besides the point. I haven't spoke to anyone there yet except for Nathaniel (Nat). Me: Hi! What's your name? I forgot about it. Nathaniel: I'm Nathaniel. Me: Na... what..? Nathaniel: You can just call me Nat. Well, is that a conversation too? Some sort of conversation.

By the way, I'm going to meet Lestari later at 4.45 down at PP. We're going to H-A-L-L-O-W-E-E-N P-A-R-T-Y!!! Yup! My first halloween party indeed. Wonder how's in there like. Deidre's not coming with me. Sigh. Look's like I have to do this on my own. She's such a wet blanky.

P.S. Something's wrong with my ear. Gotta dig in there till its clean.

Mood: I feel like shouting out loud: I'M LONELY!!! Who's there with me...?

Wow. Again its been a long time since i blogged. :) Hm. Just started with my 2nd sem this term. (Did I wrote that already..?) First week was alright except for the CDS. I'm scared of attending them. Cause everybody in the tutorial are strangers. Specifically my group! 8 guys vs 1 girl. Well, that 1 girl is me. I've never had any guy group member before throughout my study years. Hahaes. I'm making a din out of it ain't I? Well, I gotta survive through it or speak to my CDS tut lecturer about it. I should've dropped that "World issues" CDS. It wasn't even my interests. I didn't even know nuts about it. Initially, i've already selected and wanted to take those CDS under the School of Design. But guess what? Such rotten luck. All the slots have been filled up. Supposedly, i should've gotten my choice. Its all the school system fault again. They told us to registered our choice early. And.. I've done that! So what's the problem again? Arghh... Definitely a system failure here.

Just came home from World issues lecture. Monday's always the latest. 7pm. My schedules are all tight packed now. Soon all the projects, role plays, tests, mid-sem, exams and late nights are stacking up. Wow, exciting huh? Well.. Lot's of sarcasm in here.

Even though bad news is always on the roll but i guess there's just a lil good news too. Hopeful news i should say. Dad just let me in on a secret just now! :) He said my mom was telling him that if i'm able to get good results, both of them will get a new car for me. When i say a new car, its totally M-I-N-E!:) Yippie! But words was never louder than actions. I guessed that was just an all say but no action thing. (I'm trying to get my hopes down.. However, cross my fingers and am still hoping!)

Hm.. Well, I'm off now to do my comm skills 2 assignment.
P.S. What's with Pat's attitude these days..? Sigh. I feel like she's always ignoring me. I guess in her eyes, I'm just some stupid girl. I admit I'm slow. However, shouldn't she be nice to show me some friendliness? At least that's what friends do, don't they?

These are few of the new hairstyle image that have just been updated. It's really nice isn't it? I've posted at my blog here so you guys can take a peek once in awhile to style your gorgeous hair to glamourous!:)

Went for a part-time job as a door to door flyer distributor yesterday. It was really tiring! Not worth while in fact. WTH! I spent more than 7 hours of hard work and sweat and in the end what i gotten back was a low stupid sum of money. The "person" himself was damn demanding. My patience has it's limit too. I did something out of my personality. I threw some of the flyer away and even stuffed it somewhere. So what's so hella big deal about your damn piece of fucking paper? Fucking jason seah. Stupid property agent. I cursed your fate to be even more downfall! Stupid asshole jerk! Don't ever let me meet you again, you stupid piece of shit!

I just remember that I wanna upload some pictures from a magazine i borrowed a few days ago while waiting for Shu fang in the library. I thought this was nice.. so i wanna share with you guys. :) You can pick up some tips & technique from here. Just click on the pic to see an enlarge image.

Hm.. my hair color is fading. Should I dye it black or should i try the new Liese ash brown color?
Anyway, just came back from meeting Li juan and Shu fang. We didn't have dinner at all. Just had some drink and desert. I had "corn milk ice". Shu fang had "longan ice" and Li juan had "green tea".

After that we walked over to bedok central and had bubble tea. :) Taste great and was cheap too! Then we walked over to a store to buy a straightening hair cream that Shu fang has recommended me previously. I wonder if its any good?

We chat till 8 pm then we parted. I remember during one of our conversation Li juan was telling me that both of her friends have done plastic surgery on their nose that cost about $1800. I was wondering if it really is that cheap? Because plastic surgery had to be cost about 2000 to 3000. Probably based on the popularity of the Plastic surgeon too like Dr Georgia lee, Dr Woffles woo.. etc. That would really add up to the cost!:( However, if I had the opportunity to do plastic surgery, I would do a full face change. Because i think a face is really important. It is the first area that people see and creates a first-time impression. Body wise, do some work out. Best if you have money, go for slimming treatments. Spent for those packages that cost 3000 plus and get to appear on tv and adverts that creates a one time popularity for you. I don't know about the others. But this is somehow to me like a once in a life time cinderella dream. :) At least this way, there are more opportunities for you out there.

The day before, my family and I was driving our car to Hougang to retrieve my dad's friend car. I got to drive back our own car while my dad drove his friend's car home. Hahaes. It was fun. :) Tailing at his back while on the path home. That was then I realized. My dad was a really good driver. While me, I'm always stepping on the accelerator and brake numerous of times which in turn leads to wastage of petrol. Hahaes.

I just check my results for my supp. And... guess what? I passed!! Yippee! Hahaes. That means I don't have to retake that module for the next sem. :) I think I make the right decisions in believing in "Guan yin". My luck has always been good and average when I believe in Her. Well, my family has always been believing in buddhism. So i guess, its all part of a family kind of thing.

Hees.. Enjoying every minute of my life now. Blissful holidays. But it seems to be coming to a halt. Sigh. Why does good things live shortly and the bad things always seems to be haunting frequently? I dreaded that.

I want to do things that I wanna do in life. Not the standard that the society or my parents have for me. I'm no more the perfectionist. There are lot's of things that I'm unsure of now.

Hm.. Am i becoming emo-ed now? Hahaes. Hope not. I sure don't wanna be one.:)