mood: Frightened and lonely. :(


I'm facing problem. But how should i solved them? I'm desperate to solve but i'm clueless. Who's there to give me a helping hand? I'm scared. Because I'm all alone. Even the encouragement from my best friends are fading far away. The days we spent together is the most happy and cheerful moment for me. But when i'm in a disposition and felt distress many a times, I fell into the dark dark moments again. I feel sad right now. I'm afraid that my dependency and my sadness scares my friends away. Do help me.

Sometimes life do turn out unexpectantly. Don't they? Hahaes. Well. Who's better or whose worse? The only thing i can say is uncomparable. Each individual has his or her life to live. :) To give and to forget. That makes a better life and a saint.

Are you interested about how birthday order somehow indirectly affects your love life too? Well read on more to find out!

Everyone has a birth order or the order you were born into the family. And whether you're born a firstborn, middleborn, lastborn, an only child or a twin, your birth order can influence your personality and your relationships, say experts.

"While other factors, such as age, race, and gender, all play a role in shaping personality, research indicates that the number one factor influencing the personality is birth order," explains William Cane, author of The Birth Order Book of Love, who has analyzed the birth order of 6,000 celebrities, historical figures and couples.

Birth order personality

Firstborn
Because firstborns are usually tasked with more responsibility from young to look after their siblings, they typically grow up to be dominant, super-responsible, organized and competitive.

Middle-child
The middle child is a people-pleaser. He or she is diplomatic, and it's difficult to get them to take a stand. The middleborn also tends to be a little manipulative.

Lastborn
Lastborns are friendly, creative individuals who love challenging the status quo. They're more adventurous than their siblings and are the risk-taker in the family, although they also tend to be needy at times.

Only child
An only child is used to being in the spotlight within the family, so he or she tends to crave attention. Being an only child also means that he or she is unlikely to know very much about the opposite sex.

Twins
Twins have a strong bond and therefore always think of the other before making a decision. Their thoughtful nature makes them considerate romantic partners.

Compatibilitiness
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Most Compatible birth orders
(Firstborn and lastborn)/ (middle child and lastborn)/ (only child and lastborn)
This relationship works great, because the lastborn is going to be the fun-loving partner who teaches the other that it's okay to kick back and relax every now and then, while the firstborn/middle child/only child teaches his or her partner the importance of perserverance and why life should be taken seriously at times.

Least compatible birth orders
Firstborn and firstborn when two bossy firstborns pair up, there is likely to be high friction. There could be plenty of conflict as they could fall into a controller-pleaser mode.

Lastborn and lastborn
Two adventurous individuals may mean double the fun and craziness at first, but with nobody to take charge, this relationship could turn chaotic very soon.

Because of the unsureness, most of the time I'm constantly afraid. I'm hoping that there's some kindred soul whom i can relied on..~

Today is Joanna's birthday. Yesterday was Shermaine's. However, much is their birthday, their still younger than me by 2 to 3 years age gap. Still I'm not regretful of my 20th age. So what? I like my age fine. I have my driving license. Because of that, I already know how to drive. I have better computer knowledge. Because during my secondary and ITE days i've learned and touched on those subjects. I have certified beauty knowledge. I learned that during my nitec days. I can list out more stuff that i'm able to do much better than them right now. No. I don't regret at all. :)