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Thursday, December 31, 2009
Ah
~ You can't imagine how is it for me. Imagine the
long suspense of keeping you in waiting, with the lecturer going through the group dynamic tutorial.. while you were thinking.. constantly thinking at the back of your mind.
OMG! When the
clock strikes 12(pm), there she was. Standing in front of the OHD projector screen. She started to call out the last 4 digits no. of the matrix card then slowly proceeded past one by one. Until....
6302e! That was my paper. Omg. I'm fairly sure I did pretty bad for that paper. She handed me over the paper but didn't announced my marks aloud. That's a bad thing. All my other friends got a
"Good work" comments from her. But I didn't. I took a deep breath before glancing down at my marks. 26. A bloody hell 26. Lucky it was over a total mark of 40. I passed. I feel relieved but wasn't please. Why couldn't i get
37? I worked so damn hard. It took me
2 full whole days to recap and memorised what i could stuffed in my brain. And this is the marks I should be getting?!
Unbelievable..Sometimes life is really unfair. But what should those who has nothing but give in all his/her hardwork do? Incomparison to those who has all the talent but does nothing to gain an A so easily?
I wonder God.. are you taking a
break up there? Are you listening to my pleas? Are you helping me?
End of my pretty story...

2:33 PM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
I failed my micro econs mid sem paper. There's one thing i've learn and concluded myself from here: I'm a
"micro & macro econs idiot".
Tomorrow I'm getting my OB paper back. I hope i did well for that. Cause afterall my strongest advantage is doing well in english and memorising them.
sO God help me..
End of my pretty story...

5:42 PM
Monday, December 28, 2009
Right now am slacking at home till the time is 3.30pm. Cause there's 2 lessons at 4pm and 6pm. My cliques have all abandon me to attend the lectures on my own. Well, they are smart. Probably they could don't even attend any single of the lec and tut and still could attain A's too. However, I'm not. No matter how much i tried my hardest, my work never seems to outshine once. It always ended up in the drain. Just an average.
I'm just an average girl afterall.
End of my pretty story...

2:47 PM
Sigh. Its already 12.48pm going on to 1am soon. Why is it always this case? I'm so tired and piss off. So what if there is a little similarity of my posting to the website? Huh!? Well. This are all the facts. What do you want me to do? No matter what i write, i still can't change the facts. However, its not all the same entirely if you see correctly.
What is wrong with you man? Are you all intentionally pulling my legs and making my life worse? Is that what you guys want? I hate you guys. Its not me discording the friendly ties here. Its you guys who spurn me. Not me.
End of my pretty story...

12:48 AM
Friday, December 25, 2009
Thank you sooooo much Si ku!! How I wish you could hear my heart felt exclamation of gratefulness to you. I know i'm over reliant most of the time. But seriously, there's no one who could help me as much as you do. I really do appreciate it. I know its bad. It shows that I'm incapable of resolving problems on my own. But no matter how much i tried.. its just seems more intricate and problematic for me.
I will slowly try on my own bit by bit. Thank you for taking time for me. :] I hope this is the last time I'm gonna need help from you.
Your nephew.
End of my pretty story...

5:32 PM
Mood: So bored and frantic.
Currently I'm surfing on the internet trying to find appropriate pictures and video for "geog for tourism and travel" project. I can feel that each day is passing fast. This weekend is going to be my last week of holiday after which on the following monday, its gonna be back to school for me.
:( I don't want to....
Well, gotta log off soon to work on my micro project. Ja ne!
End of my pretty story...

1:29 PM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
I just received an email last week on being offered a job position for the SYOGOC event as an Airport Info Services Officer. Sounds quite important huh? Well.. I don't know.. Should i take up the offer? But there's sooo much responsibility on my hands right now. But then, I've already login into the account given and done some of the module questions. Which means, literally, I've accepted the position. Oh man! Seriously, how much trouble have i gotten myself into?
End of my pretty story...

12:49 AM
Will be busy soon starting from next week. As week 12 will be the reopening of another sem. With this there is more responsibilities, tasks, and final exam. Grrr... that's not the only problem.
WTH! Also I'm the only one being the initiator for both CDS. All my group mates are lazy bums. Wouldn't initiate to meet up for project. Wouldn't take initiative to do things. I got so many things on my hand therefore i've got no time for you guys. Pleasy please! Don't make my life a dread.
P.S. Weigh 3 kg more. Shucks man! Gotta skip breakfast. Eat moderate amount for lunch and skip dinner. Will i be able to do it?
End of my pretty story...

12:40 AM
Thursday, December 17, 2009



The 6 of us girls: Li juan, Yoges, Mel, Shirlene, Nad, Irah and me meet up and went to the ladies night at Butter Factory. We reached there around 12 plus just in time to get in the queue while waiting for the bouncer to do their duties. They had this really special stamp. Like its invisible but which can be visible under the lights.
I had a look at the surrounding and saw lot's of youngsters there with age ranging from 18 (Duh! Of course) to 29? Yup. I also spotted some handsome guys. S-W-E-E-T. But they all seems to be attached. Busy grooving with some girls on their hand. Cute guys always snap up fast right? Hahaes. There seems to be lot's of beautiful girls too. Wow! I was kinda like admiring their dressing style of classiness and sexiness. But that all comes down when I entered into the toilet which i saw 2 girls puking and a few more along the walkway. It pollutes the air everywhere with the stinky stench, making me feel disgusted. I say having fun dancing and drinking is good. But not definitely drowning up tons of alcoholic beverage after which it makes you puke. I don't find satisfaction in that.
I danced through the super loud music. Sweating at the same time. Hahaes. Its kind of fun to let in the "wildness". We stopped around 2 plus and headed out to get some rest and fresh air. Yogi left first as she was caught by her bf for clubbing. Then followed next Shirlene, who had to work the next morning. Nad and Irah were hanging out with guys from the club. That just left the three of us. We then headed down to Lau pa sat for some supper but found out we headed the wrong direction. So we shared some money and took a cab there. Mel's ICA colleague joined us after a few minutes. We chat a little after which he dropped us of at our home. Finally reaching home sweer home at 5am.

End of my pretty story...

2:41 PM
Monday, December 14, 2009
Hey guys! Try this weight quiz and find out if your body is categorise under each one of them. :)
This way it'll help build up a little knowledge about your body type.
Http://www.shoppinglifestyle.com/quiz/bodytype/This is my results for the quiz:
Body type:Mesomorphs
Characteristics: Mesomorphs have a naturally athletic body with a medium-sized frame and wide shoulders. This body type gives the least amount of resistance when it comes to weight training and because mesomorphs tend to gain muscle more easily, they can consume a reasonable amount of calories.
Famous mesomorphs:Demi moore, Madonna, and Leila Ali
Your goalYour objective is to maintain your toned physique as well as sculpt lean muscles.
Diet Strategy:Although mesomorphs are blessed with taut, athletic build and have an efficient metabolism. It is still best to stick to a balanced diet. To maintain your muscle mass, consume 0.75 to 0.85 grams of protein per pound of body weight. Although you should also limit your fat intake, it should still constitute 20-30% of your total calories.
Training strategy:Simply train to maintain your tone with light-to-moderate weight training done two to three times a week, and moderate to intense cardio workouts three to four times a week. You may want to try circuit training (moving quickly from one exercise to another without a break) because it promotes strength and stamina without building bulk.
End of my pretty story...

7:30 PM
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Did you know that recently the media has just announced the true reason of Fiona xie's leaving from the media circle? It announces that she left because of her canadian boyfriend who forbids her to act in an upcoming drama series that requires her to smooch intimately in a scene. This is what she said in a magazine interview that showcase my heartfelt feeling: "..... I felt like i slowly became another goldfish in an aquarium for everyone gawk at. I swam my best but it was not good enough for everyone. I felt like i was swimming round and round in the same circle, a circle which constantly belittled me, which set out to make me feel small and unhappy. I lived in constant fear of being judged....."Can you hear my heartfelt words now?
End of my pretty story...

9:57 PM
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Mood: Fustrated! Buried in OB for tomorrow test!
End of my pretty story...

3:10 PM
Hees. Sorry for late update on your photos Li juan! :)) This is my work of make-up. See how i transformed her into a pretty girl! Hees. (Oops! You can see a little of me..)

We should do more of this! Makes you kawaii and kirei!! :]
End of my pretty story...

2:58 PM
Argh! Its kind of fustrating and tiring to memorise the main points and definitions of the OB. Already tomorrow is my mid-sem test and here i am blogging. Ahhh! I'm so blissful......! I just had my lunch. I guess good food and all makes me gain a few pounds back. Its all thanks to my mom's cooking. She's been better and better each time. She's one heck of a culinary chef! A home-based one. :)
I took a few photos of her best cook meal. Hees.
This one's don't know from when de. I just dragged on and on till i remember today.


Yum. Her curry! Finally succeed! Taste like a professional cooking!
Today's meal is.....:

Lotus soup, Golden-fried chicken and enoki mushr0Om & pOtato with hotdogs in TeriyAki sauce! Yum Yum! :))
Shall post more again! Love ya mom!
End of my pretty story...

1:46 PM