Ah~ You can't imagine how is it for me. Imagine the long suspense of keeping you in waiting, with the lecturer going through the group dynamic tutorial.. while you were thinking.. constantly thinking at the back of your mind.

OMG! When the clock strikes 12(pm), there she was. Standing in front of the OHD projector screen. She started to call out the last 4 digits no. of the matrix card then slowly proceeded past one by one. Until.... 6302e! That was my paper. Omg. I'm fairly sure I did pretty bad for that paper. She handed me over the paper but didn't announced my marks aloud. That's a bad thing. All my other friends got a "Good work" comments from her. But I didn't. I took a deep breath before glancing down at my marks. 26. A bloody hell 26. Lucky it was over a total mark of 40. I passed. I feel relieved but wasn't please. Why couldn't i get 37? I worked so damn hard. It took me 2 full whole days to recap and memorised what i could stuffed in my brain. And this is the marks I should be getting?! Unbelievable..

Sometimes life is really unfair. But what should those who has nothing but give in all his/her hardwork do? Incomparison to those who has all the talent but does nothing to gain an A so easily?

I wonder God.. are you taking a break up there? Are you listening to my pleas? Are you helping me?