Just received my results via sms. I didn't know what "GS" stands for. However, to confirm, I did a double check the second time through my student portal itself and found out that I've passed. Passed! :) I couldn't believed it. Throughout the supp exam, I'm so damn unsure of the answers I've written down. And even at the last half an hour, with the nature's calling, I felt so urgent. Finally couldn't bear it any longer, I rushed to the toilet and brisk walk back to the exam hall.

If I really didn't pass, I really don't know what to do. With the past problems that persisted me for the past year, I'm seriously am on the verge of falling deep into the depth of darkness. I might even quit. I know. I'm not strong enough. But seriously, who could take into stride that whatever one do, it is never to attain that As and Bs. But to attain Cs and Ds and even at times, felt that its a 50/ 50 percentage point of passing? And the selfishness of those who surround you does not lend a helping hand but to leave you in the lurge? ARGH. I want to shout out high and mighty loud. Its too constricting in there. There's not even a tiny breath of air left for me anymore.

I just know the qualifications is my status. My status in this goddamn society place. So god save me.