Went out at 9.45pm with my dad to fetch Li juan before going to the Neighbourhood police station located at Bedok North road street 1. Initially i didn't want to make a fuss out of it. But then my dad kept on insisting that i should make a report about harrassment and threats from her. So my friend and me got dragged along.

My dad is real scary when being stepped on or played. Cause he even went to the extent that we should bring this case to the civil justice court suing her for badmouthing my reputation. But then since we're close friends before, so i didn't want to act that harshly. I thought real hard and thus decided to pity her since her family is not well off and with what she's mentally unstable. So tired of facing this problem again and again. 3 months already! For god sake. Can't she just focus on something instead of blaming me? All her mind thinks about is love and relationship. Seriously. She needs to grow up. Oh did I say she called me a day before yesterday, once in the morning at 9am and night at 9.45pm. Her message came in the afternoon stating another situation trying to make me as a scape goat again. This is the current sms i received: "Do you still remember the day when Min bin went to see the Cosplay with you both? When you went to the dessert shop, did he hold your hand when a car coming?"

Did you noticed she said "he hold your hand"? And not i hold his hand? So what is she trying to make out of this problem?! Can't she make up her mind when pointing fingers at people's head.

I wanna have lancer eX, i wanna have nice clothes from top shop, forever 21, I want to be the crop of the cream. But I can't. Its so frustrating . I'm starting to get kind of materialistic. Fuck me. Hate myself for wanting things that are so outta my reach.