I just had my supp paper today. I had a dreadful feeling once i started reading those papers. The fill in the blanks, questions 4 and 5 were tough. I did not even remember studying those in the chapter notes. I knew it was tested from the tutorial and online discussion but I did not study. From the past semester i've gone through in poly, there's not even one module which were tested from the tutorials before except this. I'm having a nigging sense of feeling about this. I'm so disoriented now.

This leads me to the question. Do i quit or continue?

But I can't stomach the fact and quit just like that. I strived for 2 years just to get to where i am today. Just because i failed one module, it doesn't covered up the hard work and barriers that i've crossed and accomplish. It make me feel unjust. I spent hours of time and days studying hard for that piece of shit, giving up my leisure time to know it at the back of my hand. So why should i be graded an F? Life in poly really sucks. Instead of the stepping stone which opens up opportunities for me, i felt an F in my life report which brings an impact to my future of bleakness. Demoralizing me. I seriously am depressed.

Daily every afternoon, each time she came back from the bathroom she would combed her fingers through her hair then bringing them forward to take a look. Strands of hair would filled the gaps of her hands and the distress and sadness that always registered on her face pains me. That few strands of hair doesn't just stops there. Her hair could be found all over the area such as the bathroom drain, kitchen, the floor in her bedroom and the living room area.

My mother has been troubled by hair loss issue for many years since she was diagnosed with diabetes. She has been using various brands of hair tonics to aid the regrowth of her hair and to speed up the process of it. In addition, she has also open up to other methods such as intaking of chinese herbs which are recommended by her friends. However, all this has not been effective as she could still see the thinning of her hair around the crown of the head which sometimes would turn worse and result in a 50 cent bald spot.

The only thing she could do to salvage whats little of her hair is to apply the tonic daily hoping to see the new growth of hair and to boost her miniscule confidence. I'm really hoping that by blogging a post of my mom's hair loss problem, i would help her to find back her youthful confidence.

There are always sloutions with Yun Nam!:)

Woohoo! I'm super excited for tomorrow. :) I'm going to JB with Li juan again. This time we'll be going to Holiday Inn plaza in addition to City square. I'm not asleep yet as i'm still uploading music into my mp3 for tomorrow trip. I'm going back to it now.