Tuesday, March 29, 2011
I just had my supp paper today. I had a dreadful feeling once i started reading those papers. The fill in the blanks, questions 4 and 5 were tough. I did not even remember studying those in the chapter notes. I knew it was tested from the tutorial and online discussion but I did not study. From the past semester i've gone through in poly, there's not even one module which were tested from the tutorials before except this. I'm having a nigging sense of feeling about this. I'm so disoriented now.
This leads me to the question. Do i quit or continue?
But I can't stomach the fact and quit just like that. I strived for 2 years just to get to where i am today. Just because i failed one module, it doesn't covered up the hard work and barriers that i've crossed and accomplish. It make me feel unjust. I spent hours of time and days studying hard for that piece of shit, giving up my leisure time to know it at the back of my hand. So why should i be graded an F? Life in poly really sucks. Instead of the stepping stone which opens up opportunities for me, i felt an F in my life report which brings an impact to my future of bleakness. Demoralizing me. I seriously am depressed.
End of my pretty story...

3:46 PM