Dear fellow readers, its been a really long long time. All the while I've been busy breezing through the months since September last year and even though my internship has came to a closing chapter, still i am saddled with loads of tasks that is unmanageable.

Finally in 2 weeks time, i will be ending my 3 years in polytechnic and graduate with a diploma. My life seems to be uncertain from this point onwards. I'm not sure what i should do or should be doing that is really beneficial for my future. There's the contradiction of choice choosing and weighing in between the word passion and stable.

And the thought of friends drifting further away and falling out of contact with them as you thread on with your career life, makes life seems dreary. I already am somehow experiencing it...